Now , my instincts just had to come true right smack in my fucking face. I trusted you. I had my fears and insecurities , but I chose to comfort myself time and time again to skip all these thoughts. Maybe lying to myself at times. Had my fair share of nightmares and wildest thoughts. Kept all these to myself because I knew I had to trust you.  Because trust is ultimately the key fundamentals of a relationship. Till the ugly truth surfaced. Hitting me hard like never before, leaving me with no answers. All I can do is sit by and wait because I chose this path and there's no turning back. Looks like I met the ugly side of humanity folks.

cos if you dont care about me, den lets just stop being friends.